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Apr 9, 2009

Riddles twiddle you to the middle




Who'll He be??
How will I recognize Him?
The one who'll solve all my riddles?

Will He surface out of the crowd one day?
or will He descend from the heavens
when watching the sky I lazily lay?

Will the skies roar when he emerges out?
or will someone look at him with doubt?

Will He walk on the ground or off it?

Will He bear a Halo, so that I can identify Him?
or will I see Him the day before in my dream?

Will He look like the most handsome one,
carrying a flute and radiating charm all around??
Or will He be someone sweating out to feed his sons?
to the every day necessities, his soul bound?

First of all, will I be able to see Him?
or is He someone who can only be felt?
like "the Untranscendable Being".

Will it be Him, the Creator?
or one of His creations??

Who'll it be that will solve all my riddles? 

Amongst this inner chaos and external disturbance,
I suddenly hear my heart pound.
defining all these 20 years, at a glance.
but never in my senses was it so profound.

I'm still looking into the air, 
Disturbed, but calming down
Confused, but things clearing now...

Heart beating incessantly
with short gaps and heavy thuds

I hear them loud and clear
louder and clearer than ever before...

I stand on the ground,
sweating,
emerging out of myself,
like many of His creations, I can be seen.
But not my heart or what's inside it,
They can only be felt.
I can find neither a question nor an answer,
both are being equally dealt.

My body stopped vibrating,
and I calmed down.
Air started to flow.

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pending for 18 months!one of those thoughts that can scoop your mind

5 comments:

Bee said...

very deep. i think in the end you yourself are the answer to your own riddles...

ranjith said...

people say, answers lie in the vicinity of the questions.. If my riddles arouse from my thoughts or deeds, the answers should also nudging somewhere around them!!! waiting to be accessed.

Bee said...

perhaps you are not yet ready for the answers... there is a quote from Rainer Maria Rilke: "Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer." maybe the answers take a while to be realized cuz otherwise u would not appreciate them as much... lol :)

sana said...

hmmm...dats some serious pondering for some 18 months ..wooahhh...very interesting !!

ranjith said...

who's Rainer Maria Rilke??? superbly he's explained it... do not seek answers cause u may not be ale to live them. best part... thankyou for this..

and hey sana, this post was almost full written and was pending!! No pondering for 18 montha yaa.. he he :)

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